The best laid schemes and all that...

So the state of the experiment? Well not quite total disaster. I have eaten a lot, too much, good food here, and have even cooked some very good organic meals. I spent scads of money at the amazing farmer's market, and then spoiled it when I bought too much... I I also have no money from eating out too often and feel dreadful these days, though some of that is just life and unavoidable stress. Dude, being an adult sucks and is too expensive. I am done now thanks.

I need a job. But i am too tired to imagine it. Maybe this week I will clean the fridge.

And so I am supposed to get married in the fall. which is really great, but now I really have to get on this healthy eating thing. Because I am incredibly vain. Thanks Cultural conditioning. An dby that I surely I mean I want to start a new chapter of life fresh, right? Umhmm!

More Sleep. Don't let myself get so hungry that naughty boyfriend can tempt me into going out. Chill out. Stay warm. Buy less food. I am all about ambitious goals here.

Really In This Thing Now.